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Name: Patrick
Birthday: 2/7/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Reading, Drawing, Computers, Sports
Expertise: Expertise eh? I really dont think i am that good at anything
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  Paledim19
Yahoo:  neosayba
Member Since:
11/25/2003
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| Yeah, so the winter was long and testing, fitting in all I had to do with preparing for the moving process and buying necessary stuff for the apartment. I worked rediculous hours and such to pay for everything and now that everything is bought and the move is completed my mind is somewhat at ease, since I had worked so much over the winter, working normal work weeks seems relatively short, and money isnt that much of an issue anymore so that is always good.
Other than that everything seems to be fine, Lauren and I are getting along well. She is working full time over the summer and is glad to get a small break from classes and such. I still work all day everyday but its worth it to not live with my family and be out on our own.
I'm a little worried about my knee, about 6 years ago I had surgery on my right knee because I tore my miniscus, its been sore, swollen, and locks often which is a sign of more micro-tears in the muscle. I dont want to be wheelchair/crutch bound for another 6 weeks so I hope its just the weather change. I cant wait for the days to get a bit longer though, so I can go out and do some physical activity when its actually light out. My dad and his third wife are getting divorced big suprise there right?
Other than that just trying to get through the days, relaxing at night, and praying to god my fucking knee will stop hurting.
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| Perhaps another resolution that I should hold is to write in here. Lets see if i can uphold that. Well things have been getting a little stressful lately, with the impending move out, and the lack of Christmas which I still think is bullshit. New Years was ok, went to a friends house for an hour or so, gf drank a bit, got a bit tipsy, went home fell asleep, no big deal there. So right now my main concerns are to get 2000-2500 dollars together for an engine and clutch replacement for my truck. I only have to worry about 1000 of that though, as my tax return should take care of the rest so that gives me a little piece of mind. Nothing new as far as anything goes. Have not had much of an appetite lately losing weight, I assume thats not too good of a thing maybe its time for a checkup. Thats it for now, I better get back to work there are alot of things to watch on tv  . Actually no.... I have a shitload of work to do, its going to be a long day.
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| Things have changed.....You have changed.... Once a person free and open now your suffocated with your own thoughts and insecurities, You need to learn to let go, at first that may seem to be hypocritical, for I have a hard time letting go, but I have. Just accept things for the way they are. It bothers me deeply to see you throwing your life away, you waste your talent and promise and I can't figure out why.
I guess my resolution should be to be what your not. I've kept my resolution to not become like my parents and I will hold this in the same reguard. I hope you come to your senses one day, your better than what your being. | | |
| : Close your eyes...And go back...
Before the Internet or the MAC
Before semi automatics and crack
Before SEGA or Super Nintendo...
Way back...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.
Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Red Rover
Hula Hoops
Running through the sprinkler
Happy Meals
Wait...
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons, Road Runner, Smurfs, He-Man Wonder
Woman, super man and teenage mutant ninja turtle Underwear
Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar
Christmas morning...
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Climbing trees
Getting an Ice Cream off the Ice Cream Truck
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers
Jumpin' down the steps
Jumpin' on the bed
Pillow fights
Runnin ' till you were out of breath
Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt
Being tired from playin'
Your first crush...
Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7UP" in the classroom Remember that?
Times where you would go to bed and know what you had to do the next
morning, a life with no complication, and no broken promises, where
things like growing up seemed trivial, times where if you needed
someone there was always something there, life passes to fast....
memories of your past are quickly forgotten the things that brought you
joy and happiness......gone.... look at your life now, what do you see.
I would give anything to be a kid again, and undo what ive done, to
reclaim what should have been mine.....to live like a normal kid......
Look at me now.... im weak....im broken.... is this the way its
supposed to feel... although i put on an heir... im weaker than
most....
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| Also updated the picture to add a look of sophistication, I think the glasses add to it, but only in the visual way my intellect is in no way growing TRUST ME | | |
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